"when you lose someone,someone you love. when they break your heart. its the hardest thing you can ever go through. and no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. you may think your getting better, but then you get a flash back,or hear a song that reminds you of a memory, and it hits you all over again. all at once, like a stab in the chest. you fall apart, for the hundredth time. and you feel like you want too crawl under a rock and never come out. you love this person with all of your heart, even though you know you shouldnt. they hurt you worse than you have ever been hurt. they stole your happiness. but yet, you still want them, and only them. other people come along and give you chances to move on, but you know you don't want too. it upsets you that you might be moving on, because you promised you never would. and even if they broke all their promises, you want too keep yours. on top of that, you're terrified, terrified of getting hurt again. but its not like it matters anyway, at the end of the day, your still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken. you dont want too miss them anymore, you dont want too love them anymore, but you know you always will." - my life story.

Olivia. 13. England. Small. Blonde. Typical teenager with a lot of feelings. Loosing people that mean everything to you is the worst.